today was his birthday and i really struggled
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Oct 6 - 8PM
today was his birthday and i really struggled
I thought I would relish in ignoring him that I would feel a sense of power but it has been quite the opposite. I have struggled today more than I have in months. I sobbed deeply. I'm still crying as I type this. Though I know intellectually that he is very disturbed and doesn't deserve my tears, they still come almost like a volcanoe erupting. I am a codependent that deeply missed her drug. Its been a year now and while overall I an much much better, I am realizing that its all still very raw. All I can do is keep on trying to move forward.
Wow the pain these people cause is so deep.
Hey gettinbetter - I've
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It was tough. Today he made a
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Very Very true. The Narcs
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Thanks my sweet friend. It
Gettinbetter, it's ok to feel
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The pain they cause is so
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