They literally don't get or feel It!!
They literally don't get or feel It!!
One time I discovered something in his house that hurt me and indicated cheating.. He got very upset when I busted him, angry, scared and completely shut down instead of apologizing. I had left something there and asked for it back and he handed me another woman's clothing (!!!) indicating he had had a an affair - he said it was many years old and he had forgotten it in the drawer and that he was faithful to me. This might be true because the thing I wanted back was like 4 years at his house but....He went stone cold that morning and his eyes glazed over and he was looking at me so angrily (we had just had an amazing dinner date and wonderful romantic evening together the night before).
I said to him, "put yourself in my shoes and imagine how you would feel if you found men's clothes at my house? "I said," how would you feel?". He acted infantile and had a fit and just kept repeating whining "I don't know, I don't know!". And that is the truth! They really are not capable of imagining how we might feel when they devastate us...
He did like to keep momentos of women - weird. When I left something by mistake there, he rarely offered to return it - Maybe I was never his GF (though my stuff was in his bathroom for years and never got vibe of other women in house and we went together for many years). Maybe he could not remember which women things belonged to?? I hope it was not that bad!
I think in his mind I was his GF and the rest was fun at the bars without the wifey cramping his style...
It is truly sickening to think none of the years of love meant anything - I also think now I forced him to try to have a normal R - he never really wanted it though he enjoyed me.
I think this is the hardest part of the disorder to process
I think they know how effed up they are
No to be grudge him but
Couple of reasons
I disagree with this, they
used
Used
A narc's "sensitivity"
I gave him my shoes
Susan
"Using his own weapons against him"
winter
Sorry and thanks for your patience :)
winter
It makes me realize something...
Failure of imagination
Yes, Susan, I agree
It depends
Naive games