The text I got from him on Friday - after a month of NC
The text I got from him on Friday - after a month of NC
So the last time I spoke to him a month ago, he was lovely at first and then he turned nasty again and shouted that I should get on with my life and move on, he was horrible. I have heard nothing at all since until late Friday night, the evening before his birthday.
"I'm sat here all alone in my flat on the last night of my 30's and all I can think about is you. All I want to say is that I love you so very much , my life revolved around you. You have broken my heart more than you know. I'm so very sad. Your mine, I know you. I really don't know what is going on. Miss you so very much. Just don't understand a lot of things. We could have been so happy.I could for the first time in my life have been so very happy. I love you so very much, you will never know.I know you better than you know yourself. I am not a nasty person. I'm so very sad. My life was you."
This is the man who got so so drunk and used to scream at me, his eyes would go black and he said he couldn't see me properly when he was in one of his moods, he used to call me pathetic all the time, tell me to be quiet, congratulate me when I stopped talking and tell me that life is better when I don't talk, he then would ignore me and walk away, pick me upon everything I did, blame me for his moods, laugh when I cried!!
Thanks heavens I am free of this now.
It's so hard not to text back and tell him what I think of him, but I know that he wouldn't take it on board. So I haven't text back. I have deactivated my facebook account as I am fed up of people saying how fabulous his birthday party was and seeing photos of people I though were my friends with their arm round him and smiling at the party....oooh that hurts!!!
Will he ever feel any pain from what he has done to me? I hope so!!!
His original text:"I'm sat
My friend just called me, we
it does hurt but sounds like ur getting free
Get back at you most likely..
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Thanks.
WOW lol
Let me translate what his
Well done for standing your