**tears*** I broke NC after 5 whole months!!!!!! ***so many tears***
**tears*** I broke NC after 5 whole months!!!!!! ***so many tears***
I went NC the beginning of March. There have been a text or two (in response to his millions!) Back in March, he started going days without calling me and I was fed up. I would call him, no return. If he did, it was the NEXT day. I was already on this forum so I knew what I was dealing with. I let it go, went NC.
A few weeks ago he called for my birthday, but I didn't answer. He left gifts for me and let me know that he was disappointed that I wouldnt let him wish me a happy birthday. He continued to call and text and try to apologize for what he had done to me months earlier but I wouldn't break. Finally, I did.
I picked up and told him that I accepted his apology and slowly, over weeks, we talked more often. Late night calls all night...so many "sorries", ways that he's changed, how much he wants his family back. He bought my son gifts for his birthday and calls and talks to the kids throughout the day.
Then...."BOOM!!!!!"
I haven't heard from him in days. It hurts so bad. Why did I trust him again? What is wrong with me???!!!!!
I chekc my phone every 2 minutes. I can't stop. I have a headache. This hurts so much. Especially because I was doing SOOOOO well NC.
SoOverITNext
There is nothing wrong with
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To really have a fighting chance
We do this because we are
I Agree Sumiko
I think that is absolute key.
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Hey Hunter,
Rudy
Hunter,
Its ok we have all done it .
sorry for you
So Over It,
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