Story of vaknin

greengirl91's picture

I remember I`ve read an article like a diary, when he was telling himself his story, and I was like "whoa, how honest for this guy to admit all of this" I remained shocked and kept reading on and on. He said and admited hurting peple on purpose, the Madonna-whore complex, the fantasy, jail time, and how he retreated now in a state of hermit like life, even sexually. And in the end, it was signed Sam Vaknin, God!! After reading the whole thing in bits and parts I understood he was the author. He said he also had black out of memory, like really not remembering things and stuff, and the trail of people that Narcs hurt, like totally being erased from their heads..so strange right? I would post the link to the articles, but I don`t know it right now.
walking_on_sunshine's picture

Greengirl if you find the links let me know :) What was interesting is that the supposed testing confirmed that he had high traits of avoidant personality disorder but not so much of narcissism. So technically wouldnt he be an avoidant psychopath with narcissistic traits ? Secondly, and I havn't re-watched it yet, didnt they say something about the min score for psychopath being 18 but I thought i heard the guy say thats just in america, but in europe its 30. I'll rewatch it again to be sure. Does this mean that culture does determine the degrees of psychopathy? Finally, it could all be a hoax documentary for him to sell more books. Next its gonna be "malignant sadism, psychopathy re-visited" lol.
greengirl91's picture

Oh, I think I got it. It was still from Sam`s archives only from a different site. Anyway, it helps to be reminded from time to time :) http://www.narcissistic-abuse.com/journal26.html I knew it was something about a diary, and it was Sam`s diary.
walking_on_sunshine's picture

Eerie stuff, I followed a few journal links Ive never read them before. (Sigh) I will so get the hell away from everything narcissism as soon as I am feeling a bit better. I'm really glad this site is here right now though, I really need to communicate with people going through the same thing.