Still struggling....
Still struggling....
I'm still struggling with my situation so much. Sometimes I feel back at square one and not sure if she IS a narc even. I still seriously question this...WTF?!?!
I remember an event very clearly that should make me believe she's a narc. I have a life-threatening allergy to pecans and walnuts. We were out moonlight bowling....her and her husband, and me and my husband. I ate a hazelnut (i know, why push it:) out of my husband's drink......then started the lip and facial swelling....then the wheezing and difficulty breathing....feeling you could faint anytime. It is a very scary feeling. Well her HUSBAND rushes to get me an epi pen as my husband is helping me get to the car...her husband asks if I'm OK...looks concerned....calls to check on me while I'm in the ER. NOT HER!....she didn't seem phased at all by the event.....and supposedly she LOVES me. Her husband emailed me the next day asking if I'm OK and how that was so scary and he's glad it all worked out. I got nothing from HER. She didn't seem to care that I was in such serious condition....in fact seemed annoyed with her husband's concern for me.
Anyway, I saw narcette's car parked at a store I went to Saturday evening and it brought me so much pain. I almost cried just seeing her stupid ass car! It is a black car with tinted widows, special wheels, and a vanity plate(of course!) so you know it's hers. I'm sure she was there with her husband having a grand time on a Saturday night. Then I'm right back to all the ick....how could she say she's not in love with me anymore after all I did and all we were to each other??? She's not suffering like I am....it's not fair and that pisses me off.
I guess I'm a little surprised that I'm still struggling to accept all of this :(
Thanks for listening!
~KG
Perfect example of no empathy
I have decided to stop
Oh Deidre...you're so sweet
KG!
Well Said Diedre!
Deidre...You're probably
Oh! Poor word choice...I'm
No worries D....I understand
KG
Michele.....thank you SO very
Yeah....and then she'd say in
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ASSHOLE..... got something
KG
unfortunately she has three
Her not being concerned with
Staying Strong!
Thank you SS78 :)...I hope
KG
Idealk...I love how you just
KG
Sorry.... I guess what i said
KG
Thanks Idealk!...And that's
KG
Idealk You crack me up :)
kg,
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Spinning.....thanks so much
KG
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