Still NC- Still Reeling (N's Online Dating Sites)

Narc on Dating Site:
Question? What does the term "Activity Partner" mean on a dating site? One of those freebee sites? He's apparently seeking:!
Long term dating
Short term dating
Activity Partner

Oh goodness... The tailspin continues. Why am I letting THIS piece of information level me? I've known for many many months the N has been and still is dating other women. This fact (dating) is one of the many, many reasons (aside from the fact they he's a NARC) i am no will remain contactnin any way. i could never figure out how he was meeting women because he "claimed (lied) dating sites were lame, etc. & always disparaged the concept. Then, low and behold a co-worker pulls him up as a match.... (Another lie)
What's really giving way to rage is ALL of the lies he has told me about where henisnwns what he's doing. Always a business lunch or work function to attend. I honestly question if anything he ever god me is the truth. His day here it day there of "going dark" (aka no contact) were more than likely days he had hook ups. It's really crazy making.
Mostly I am so sad. Why lie to me? Why lie that you're going to business function but really going on a date? If the situation were reversed, I'd certainly tell him what I was doing if he asked. It's all such a mess, and Infeel DUPED..

Pitty party underway... I have not broken my SILENCE
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