Still healing?
Still healing?
My N left me 15 months ago- and we have been NC for 10 months. We are still married, and likely will be for now (long story). I have learned that he left me for another woman, and he is no longer with her- pretty sure he just repeated with her.
My focus now is on my healing. I have been through hell for the last 15 months. I am still not fully healed- I am sad a lot of the time, and can't seem to get in a good, healthy place. I know it is not depression- I have been getting help in this area and am able to function well. I am still in therapy. I do many healthy things- running, eating right, meditating, picking up old hobbies, seeing friends. Trying to stay organized- keeping my home and car clean. Focusing on raising my son.
But the sadness continues to follow me. Is anyone else in this same place? Is this normal? Will this sadness and dark cloud that follows me ever go away? I can still feel the negative things he said to me echoing in my head and it still effects me. And springtime seems to be a trigger (we met in the spring), so old memories come popping up- not as often as they used to, but they are still there nagging at me.
I would love to be able to be comfortable in my own skin, to be happy in the place I am at in life, and to have some kind of hope and excitement for the future. I'm not there yet.
Thank you for any feedback.
Still healing
I'm so glad I'm not alone!! I
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Mmp,
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You need to get out of his head!
I do taxes- I HAVE to file
I believe you are mistaking
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It actually takes at minimum
I was with the xN for 10
Where I live, divorce
You don't have to say yes
I have to say I"m married
yes, Spring Cleaning!
Magic Wand= YES But I know
true that
Dear mmp526,
I live in a no fault
mmp...
FeFe
Yes, you are still healing
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