Still having a hard time letting go.
Still having a hard time letting go.
A week ago he left us. I have been in denile, frustration, depression, morning now all week. How can he say he loves me, but wont be with me? I asked him today point blank is this forever? He couldnt answer. So now I am totally messed up. I know in my head its done, but my heart is holding on.He actually told me to date others. You see if we didnt have a child together this would be a done deal. I would of cried and then forgotten about him. But he is part of my family now. My daughter keeps asking where Daddy is. My heart bleeds about it. I have been the best X in the world to him. I actually helped him pick stuff for his new place. I must be mental! He has been coming over alot to see our daughter and it pains me. He acts like Im not around. Makes himself at home. I finally told him he needs to get the rest of his stuff out of MY house. He said he wont come around if its too painful, but when he says it I die abit inside. I am trying NC unless its about our daughter. Told him he needs to tell me when he wants to see her so I can plan my time. He wants to do family things with us. I want that even though I shouldnt. You see he wasnt there for me at all when we were together and now that he has moved out he wants to be. WTF? Is it a game they play? I feel like I need to hate him to move on, but how can I hate someone who I still love? How do I look at my daughter and hate her Daddy she loves?
Hi there, I too coparent with
Not so easy
So sorry Drazia
Journey on...
Now he is messing with our daughter
Im starting to get it
You are on the right path -
You are so right