Still in denial, slow healer or permanently damaged?
Still in denial, slow healer or permanently damaged?
So it's been more than two years since I've had any contact with Mr P/N Coach boy.
I have read, read, researched and read some more. I have connected with the support group here, had one on one sessions, had 18 months of therapy and he is STILL the first thing I think about every morning when I wake up and quite frequently throughout the day.
This man DELIBERATELY tried to destroy me yet I still feel love for him?
He lied, coerced, blackmailed and threatened me and I STILL have him in my heart?
I am functioning again. My PTSD symptoms have settled down and are manageable but I am still quite melancholy and deeply hurt.
I wonder if I'm still in a form of denial or if I'm permanently damaged from this encounter?
Anecdotes, advice or own experiences with similar feelings would be appreciated xx Thank u xx
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Dear Bgirl
Hi bgirl, I'm sorry you feel
I have just woken up to all
Permanently Damaged?
This has been an interesting
This is a part of it Deidre, acceptance
Yes, this is so true, goldie.
Thank you DEE
bgirl
Bgirl