somedays I forget he existed then catch myself...anyonelse?
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Jan 15 - 12AM
somedays I forget he existed then catch myself...anyonelse?
today was one of those days. I was sitting down and my mind went blank and I sort of realized I hadnt thought about XN... and then it felt kinda odd to think of him at all...sort of like a feeling as if the relationship never existed.
I dont know if I should be afraid of this feeling or if this means I am healing from it as time passes.
I feel more betrayll now then anything. I only miss him if my health gets worse... it used to be I missed him all the time.
I feel like maybe my brain is seeing what he really is a monster and someone I should be glad to be away from...
I just feel kinda odd.
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You have the right answer
The relationship really
What NC and DISTANCE brings you
Hi Destiny
Aceonelady
When I didnt contact for
4joys
part of the process