So So So Irritated
So So So Irritated
I wish I could convey more thoroughly through my words how absolutely disgusted and fed up and angry and irritable I am with my life right now. I'm irritated with nearly everything up to and including my own children. I'm pissed at anything and everything that requires some sort of effort from me and I'm just getting thru the day in a bristly, don't-talk-to-me state of mind.
I get pissed at EVERYTHING that exN#1 schemes up and it's a substantial amount of scheming he's up to. He told the kids the other night that they should be embarassed of me. OF ME! Me who has started her life over at ground zero after the sinking of the stbxN-titanic...Me who has put together a new "home" with hand-me-downs and cast offs from others...Me who has sacrificed half of her youngest child's life to get hers back...Me who pays 90% of OUR GODDAMN CHILDREN'S EXPENSES because he is too f-ing lazy and busy taking care of OW and her demon spawn...Me who has to watch his fat ass at every single event of our children's as he makes a total spectacle of himself. He even held my kneepads hostage last night thinking it would keep me from going to my volleyball game. I'm so incredibly embarassed I was EVER EVER EVER his wife. BUT HOW MUCH MORE FREAKING ABUSE CAN HE POSSIBLY DISH OUT??????
I told the kids that I'm pissed at their dad this week, this week only and to totally ignore my rants/raves cause I'm entitled after the last year of TOTAL HORSE SHIT I've put up with from him. I'm sure I'm damaging them beyond repair.
I want to pull my skin off, step out of it and walk away from this shitting mess!!!!! I've begged God to set an end date to the pain and hijinks of this asshat and yet onward and upward he goes.
I need a kickboxing class so I can beat the tar out of something.
Hi GG
Thanks Dee
I just got agreement from
Good for you, DS!
Keep Getting It Out, GG!
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Oh, boy.. Let asshaft take
LOL Hunter!