So glad I dont get hooverd

I have read about this happing to some of you and I think to myself god with all the stress I am under I would break'
I had a real bad night last night Son took off in my car I was up all night begging him to bring the car back; he was out drinking in my car'
I wanted to reach out to the N last night But I didn't;
partly because I know its just not worth it; and because he could care less if I drop dead'
I got one hoover over a month ago and I hung up on him he called back I didn't answer;
So he went on'
The way I seen that was; he had tried a lot of numbers to see which would bite the bait'
I didn't so I guess the next one did'
But I cant say with all the stress I could break at any time'
So I am happy I don't get a hoover'
I am a weak point in my life;
I keep telling myself last night He don't give a shit'
If he did he would have done you right'
I feel used by the kids and him;
WELL not kids grown people 28 and 23'
and the looney'
I started to end my life last night because of all this pain'
I just cant seem to get any where in life'