Showing off his wonderful new life.. just pathetic..
Showing off his wonderful new life.. just pathetic..
Well, it's bee over 5 weeks NC, and though I have sad patches, I am more or less ok.
After blocking me on all the social medias, he is now using twitter to showcase his wonderful new life to me, with places he's going to, photos of people he is hanging out with.
I suppose it is meant to hurt me, but instead, I just think: what a pathetic looser. When I went to live with him, we never went out and did anything fun. Sure we would go out for dinner some times, but never just our for drinks or with his friends (I was far away from home, so did not have any friends in his town). Basically all he wanted from me was for me to cater to his needs, mainly sexual, he would want it 2-3 times a day, I was just so exhausted.
So now he is Mr. Sociable and "Mr. Look how Many friends I have"! When I was with him, I never met a genuine friends. The people he would call his best friends (even his sisters) were people hed not known more than a month! What does that say about building up relationships..
Well, just needed to say this. I admit, to vent a little, but also just to say, it hardly even affects me. Now that I am not wasting time on catering to him and on over-analysing the relationship and on what an awful person I am, I am actually starting to enjoy life again. And there are no words to express how good it makes me feel.
I know that there will still be hard times and doubts, but the hardest were the first weeks NC, and I want to thank every one of you on this forum for your incessant support at that time.
Big hugs,
Ekat
A year after the final D&D...
The fuck is with these guys
What is really amazing, is
Ekat my sweet, I cannot tell you
spinning
How very 7th Grade of
That really made me laugh..
ekat
ekat you are so strong!
He is full of
Ekat well done 5 weeks NC! U