Should have f***in known.. Narc 1 - Light 0
Should have f***in known.. Narc 1 - Light 0
Ugh Bear with me ladies..
So.. end of November he got in touch.. after 5months NC my end, ignoring a previous hoover attempt in August i stupidly thought (?!) i could be strong and talk about the "demise" of our relationship and attempt closure?
Ha! True to Narc form, no accountability etc etc.
Turns out relationship with OW who he left me for/lined up was rocky he was thinkin of breaking up with her.
Cuttin to the chase, she hacked into his emails - as i did when i was with him and found his emails of how he misses me etc etc and other crap he was sending me.
Stupidly i met up for a coffee with him (i know i know)
He turned up with a Christmas present for me which i refused, i realised on my part by areein to the coffee not only had i broken NC i also had made myself "available" in his eyes - never again.
Christmas eve i explained i wanted nothing more to do with him.. he didnt listen...
Cue texts on Christmas day, stalkin me via Spotify and messaging me... all was quiet after i ignored.. then NYE texts, and audio messages for me.. i responded to wish him a Happy new year back (gah!).. he invited me over that night - i declined.
Anyway.. OW got back into the country after her Xmas trip back home to her folks.. have i heard from this guy since?..
Erm.. nope!.. lol
Reptilian f***s!
Breaking NC knocked me for six, i had to pick myself up yet again and re start my healing after five whole months of being strong.
I had yet again the dirty doubts of "Oh now OW is back, it will restart the honeymoon period as he hasnt seen her for three weeks, hes probably treating her great, blah blah blah"
Ladies i need a pick me up today, doing a lot better but i kick myself for reaching back out after he contacted me and undoing the hard work.
I know how he works, and seeing this gave me the greatest validation.. but please somebody tell me they dont change.. OW is gonna be in my size 7's.. and that i will move on and find a healthy Denzel Washington/ Nigel Barker husband one day lol
Love and Light xx
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Yeah, I got suckered in over
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they are. Honestly, I hung