Second-guessing an old conversation I had with ex-N
Second-guessing an old conversation I had with ex-N
Hi all. I am getting there...slowly. Thanks for all your replies earlier today.
While I've 'placed' responsibility for crazy-making in ex-N's lap in the conversations I remember having with him, there are a few conversations or moments that I'm not sure what to do with.
I'm sharing this one because I shared it with my therapist this past week, and he told me the ex-N's response was normal. (?!) That's been gnawing at my brain ever since. The therapist didn't stick up for the ex-N in any other regard, thank god.
This was at about the 3-month mark in the relationship. During a week, in 2 different conversations, I had noticed the ex-N refer to his mother as 'mommy' in 3rd person...like, "I had lunch with my mommy." It struck me as odd & it felt like a turn-off. I gently brought it up with him, saying that in the northeast it was uncommon. I think I might've admitted it was a bit of a turn-off for me, but I don't remember. This was ex-N's response:
"I know you haven't been in a relationship in a while, but this is something that you really shouldn't bring up with me. If there's something that I've done that I can change, or a behavior of mine you want to talk about, that's good to bring up with me. But something that is a part of who I am, like how I refer to my mom...that's not going to change. That's the kind of thing you should talk to your friends about, and decide whether it's a deal breaker for you. If it turns you off or you don't like it I'll understand if you don't want to be with me. But when you bring it up with me, it makes me feel like I have to watch what I say with you, like I need to be self-conscious about it."
Background info - his father died when he was 4 & his mom, at the age of 75, is still an alcoholic. They are VERY close.
The therapist said that to him, that particular exchange didn't sound abnormal. He said that while ex-N's habit of using 'mommy' in 3rd person was infantile, his response to my confronting him was normal. Therapist said that it was early in the relationship, and perhaps too early for me to bring up something that required negotiation. That's why ex-N reacted the way he did.
I like this therapist (he's new for me), but I was surprised when he had that take on it.
I'm curious what you all think. While I don't plan on dating again for a LONG, LONG TIME...it would be helpful to know if indeed my approaching someone in the way I approached ex-N in that conversation was inappropriate.
And what's up with calling her 'mommy' in 3rd person, anyway? Is that more common than I think? Isn't it odd for a man to refer to his mother like that?
Thanks in advance for your feedback,
Leah
Mommy dearest
Highlyfavored, I hear you, and yet there's a context to it
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Susan32
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Leah
Onwithmylife, I'm catching up on replies
For Leah
This hit a nerve with me
Believe in yourself!
Terri
Hi Terri, I hear what you're saying
I agree with your therapist,
Hi Briseis, I totally hear what you're saying
There are no inappropriate
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I'm thinking those of us who
I usually do have my guard up
Well HERE it should be safe
Yes, Briseis, it totally makes sense
Leah, you learn very quickly
Briseis, I think I crossed a lot of boundaries with ex-N
Leah
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"Inappropriate behavior"
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