Screwed up my NC...Oh no. Opinions and support needed.
Screwed up my NC...Oh no. Opinions and support needed.
Ladies,
Don't kill me! I am so sorry. I knew this was coming...I have had the urge and kept it under control for a long time. Something had to give, unfortunately.
After almost 2 months NC, I did something bad.
I NEVER drive by his place, but today, I found myself at his apartment complex. His car was there, and next thing I knew, I was at his door knocking.
Either:
a. He wasn't home (maybe went for a run, or bike ride?)...
b. He was sleeping (he can't hear the door with his fan on)...
c. He was ignoring me (ugh)...
I just went home. Didn't call him, didn't text him.
I am praying he wasn't there or was sleeping!!!
WHY DID I DO THAT???
Did I totally screw up my NC?
Did I do the right thing by not contacting him afterward?
Was this a dodged bullet?
Help. Please.
XOXO
Mer
I mean if he would've been
lets talk
momoya
momoya...
ok
momoya
momoya, I was not sure what
Mer
Thanks, Michele... The thing
Mer
I am sorry it still hurts
momoya
Mer
MER
Hunter...
{{{mer}}} aw...I'm sorry
Hoover
Hunter
Be very happy, Its a lot