scared - does this mean he's gone forever?
scared - does this mean he's gone forever?
Ok..so my ex has been calling or texting every 1-2 days.only recetly has it gone from abuse to being "nice".he called me the other day at 4am and left me a voicemail that he loved me,i text him the next day and then he said wour chance had gone of getting back otogether,so i said to stop contacting me.only last night (a day and a half after the above situation)he calls me at half 2 in the morning saying he needs my help.he's so sorry for everything, he's really really missing me, really eally loves me, doesn't know what he's doing bla bla bla. i text him to say i loved him and missed him too but he's confusing me and its not fair. he replied saying this:
"Hello. Last night i really missed you nd when i was drunk i obviously rang and left you a voicemail. I'm sorry. I do completely understand when you say it's not fair, but at the same time it's not very fair on me that i can never express my emotions due to being scared of the effect it will have on you. I know i'm not good for you and i don't want to be giving you the impression that i'm giving you hope and then shattering it, thats not the case whatsoever. I will leave you alone. I think you're the best person i've ever met. Don't reply i don't want to hurt you, and i feel that s all i'm doing. I'm sorry. Hope aside from us you are ok."
I didn't reply obviously but does this mean he will actualy leave me alone?he's said many occassions me to leave him alone and i have done and he's contacted me.he even said he finds it extrememly difficult to not contact me. I know you are all probably going to say just block him and ignore him and in time i will do that, i'm just extrememly confused and hurt as i don't know if this is actually it now? or if he will get in touch?
Any feedback would be greatly appreciated thank you.
El x
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eleanorjean
EleanorJean
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