Regretting unprotected sex
Regretting unprotected sex
The thing keeping me up at night and causing me panic attacks upon waking is the fear of contracting a disease from my monster. Funny, when things were going good it didn't even cross my mind. I guess the whole we'll be together forever thing is all I could think about. We'll, while at the doctor the other day getting klonopin to help deal with the anxiety, I also got orders for blood work testing for HIV and HepC. I got so upset at the thought of finding out my worst fears (positive test) that I literally got heart palpitations and started sweating. I can't go through with it until after the holidays. I need to mentally prepare. But the fear and regret is eating me alive. Anyone else able to relate or have any advice at all? I know he was promiscuous (despite what he claims), had OW, has access to lots of willing women, so I can only imagine the number of women he's slept with. Uggghh
Biting the proverbial bullet I dodged
Fingers crossed, aurora,
spinning
thanks
Wonderful news! I'm so happy
The Gift that Keeps on ....
I'm truly sorry to hear that.
Thanks
annoyed with myself
I'm tripping now...
Kokosiru
Not alone
Aurora
Being tested promptly is a
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
Mystwoman
I got infected right off the bat
Loie
HIV NEGATIVE!!!!
I did the same thing
Thanks, Amberstone
You are welcome
Yay, and Hooray!!!!
spinning
(not) Spinning
Thank you all. I will do it
This is a great sign
Whatever it is you will
spinning
Get the test now. When we can
my narc husband of 11 years
I know it's scary. I just had
BNM
Something else