REALIZING NARCS ARE HORRIBLE PEOPLE!

I purchased the path forward the other day and read it all in one sitting! I'm looking forward to referring to it throughout my healing and can't wait to get started on the exercises.

Mostly now I'm still in shock. Learning about narcissism and narcissists has blown me away.

What HORRIBLE ,DISGUSTING, INHUMAN ,EVIL ,JOYLESS people they are, I am convinced they're the devil!

Furthermore, I can remember several times where I had left my N and had started feeling better And it's like the demon in them senses when you start getting better and they come in for a HOOVER!

I read this piece on narcspeak in the book that truly convinced me that these are not only disordered people, but they derive joy from seeing you suffer, especially when it's their doing!

From Lisa's book ....

NARC
I GUESS THIS RELATIONSHIP HAS NOT BEEN HEALTHY FOR YOU.

WHAT HE REALLY MEANS....
I FEEL SO GOOD IINSIDE KNOWING I FINALLY MESSED YOU UP. I'M SO POWERFUL!!!! ME ME ME!!!

Do they really derive such pleasure from DDing and destroying people?

Disgusting.

Bothers me even more when I realize I allowed someone to treat me that way. Not anymore!!!!!