raging texts...I was never so hurt
raging texts...I was never so hurt
I have no expectations anymore, and I am on my way, still i got this night some raging texts...and I started crying like hell.
I was never hurt so much by anyone and I can't believe this coldness, contempt, sadism and hate he throws at me...
"crazy stabbing german fangirl"...see ladies, this is was he thought of me all the time...
I am still under shock, I have things to do today, I dont how to accomplish it all.
I blame myself for reading the shit.
I just cannot believe that he contemns me so much, and this is what he always thought, I know, thats why he never wanted a commited relationship with me, he thinks I am a crazy stabbing fangirl...well if he thinks that, and he obviously has no problem to commit to other women, why bothering me then for two years? Why not leaving me alone then, if thats what he thought all along, he has enough fangirls provifing him with supply, I doubt he needs one more, who he fears could stabb him.
Sorry ladies, not that I should be surprised, but you know what I mean dont you, this empath thing, we do not only get the texts, we get the whole emotion behind it too, no matter how far they are away.
And I swear I never felt so much hate, coldness and contempt from anyone.
I am shocked to my bones now.
I understand, the only way I
thanks all for your comments
I understand
Jen Jen Jen JEN!!!!!!!
Briseis!!!!!
I'm sorry Jen
You are all so right
Oh sweetie...
Ladies I am so under shock
Hang in there sweetheart xx
Ava
hi Jen
Jen honey, do not blame yourself for reading
Ava
Oh jen
Nevergoback
does that sound stupid