this is my take on it ..they dont give a shit.. i remember narc going off once, and when he came back he said SO PROUDLY.. i am realy stubborn and laughed...and he said the same about sulking...how good he was at it...now if you gave a shit about someone, would you realy proudly admit it. no. if you care about someone you couldnt do this for2 reasons..1, that you hurting the person and you dont care 2 you are so sure of this person you think you can wander in and out of their life without any comebacks...sick of it... i have to say this b/c my road to getting out became due to big abandontment issues with my mother leaving me when i was 4... it was the worst thing he could have done to me[he didnt know that]so altho i still went back i knew i would be the one, in the end to do it to him and i did... so if my attitude now is anything to go by...i dont give a shit b/c i dont care about him at all...and thats how i know they dont have any caring feelings for us...otherwise they wouldnt be able to do it. he has spent this whole 12mnths trying to get me back and all i keep thinking is i dont care about him at all...so thats why it has b/c easier and easier..
sick of it
control, and punishment