Public Humiliation
Public Humiliation
There where several times my ns took pleasue in publicly humiliating me . These where times when i felt the most anger at him as i couldnt call him out on it straight away as i hate to have "sceans" in frount of others .
On all accasions we where with his friends and all his friends where men . The humiliation also felt like a sexist attack too .
The first time it happened it was so shocking i was lost for words . We where with a group of his friend and we had just been out for the evening . One of his friends was drunk and on the floor and for some reason he was sticking his tongue out , i was laughing at him and my Ns said in a sadistc tone "why dont you go and sit on it " . and then he had a good laugh with his friends at my expence . I am so ashamed of this story .
There where other times but i think you get the jist .
I did call him out about it when his friends had gone , it was the first time i called him out on anything and guess what happened . ? anyone ? anyone ? He left me for a month .
I am finding it very intresting that the 3 times i have made him face the mirror he has left me . I would have never have made that conection if it wasnt for this site .
Im still a mess but slowly and i mean very slowly the bits are fitting into place .
I seem to be going in waves through the day covering the fact that he is very sick to missing him with all my heart . Strange and not easy .
15 ? or is it 16 days no contact . i loose count .. is that a good thing ?
Peru x
Humiliated at the Dinner Table at Christmas too!
Public Humiliation
Very much understand
perutoo