Posted on that website this morning.
Posted on that website this morning.
I vascillate between not posting and posting on that site we belong to. I admit. I felt stronger, and better not posting. So, now that I did...I think I'm going to back on my hiatus. It's hard to not post, when you've developed friendships with folks on there.
Anyways...
He was online this morning, almost immediatedly logged in after I did. *eye roll* He posted a scantilly dressed woman in a thread...and made a sexist comment. Oh gosh, ladies...why did I go out with this man? :=(
Anyways. I don't care about all that. Inside, he's an immature child. I know this. I thought today, why should I abandon a site where I have friends...and so on. Yes, I need to heal. I have decided to not frequent it like I used to, and that is for my own sake.
But, I won't let him drive me away. He still has those profile comments up. And his postings are informational...like his whereabouts...and so on. (for my benefit, no doubt) No, he wasn't reporting from HELL. :D Oh, I'm funny.
Anyways...I wonder if this can be likened to FB peeking. I don't have a page active anymore, and so there's no temptation there. This is worse than FB, in the sense that a lot of information is exchanged...but, I kept mine to a minimum. I posted my workout log, and in a few other spots. Decided to stay out of threads he's in, for the most part.
I find it hilarious that here is a guy who started ARGUMENTS with me over wanting me to cease posting on that site. And here he is posting up a storm. I don't get these people. Except to say, he wanted to post, and didn't like me posting...just another form of control. It just makes me wonder what his motives were for wanting me off the site, when we were dating, and now he is on there...chatting everyone up. *ugh*
If people knew the real him, he'd have no friends. I will not expose him. I am trying to just let this all go...for he is not worth my mental or emotional energy anymore. But, it hurts that I trusted the untrustworthy. The men on that site gravitate to him like he's a god. It makes me sick. The women on the site, sent me pm's saying...you can do muuuuch better, Dee. MUCH. LOL So, whatever.
Curious if any of you belong to another website where you both post, and is it hard for you? Did time just heal that awkwardness? Hope everyone's doing well today!
As I've explained elsewhere,
pretty peeved
So you're not going to block
pretty peeved