Pls help! I am hanging on by a thread! I want to end my stupid life!
Pls help! I am hanging on by a thread! I want to end my stupid life!
My son is wat is keeping me alive tonight! I've stopped taking care of myself! My loveless painful relatinship with narc husband is still draining and co patenting means I'm still having to endure the agonies of his whimsy whimsical here and there two and thro of mr nice guy, my nasty! Mr friendly, mr don't give a F! And now I've really made myself ill! I went out to a bar franks and danced!! Me a 35 yr old house wife!!! And ended up getting it on with some unknown!!! It was unfulfilling and stupid and made me feel worse! I actually don't want to live anymore! All of my friends are maaried and have great husbands! There children are happy! These woman av no idea how it feels to be abused! I hate my life! Since I was 13 I've been letting men abuse me! Tonight I actually wish I was dead!! I would do it but I know that my son needs a mother! A lousy drunk of a mother is better than no mother right! Pls help, pls help! Pls tell me I will get over this! That one day I will be able to be happy again! That this is not all my life is! I can take control and I've been good! But sometimes it hurts to much! The emotinal pain engulfs me and I can't take it! How can I make the shame and hate I have for myself tonight go away!
I'm so frightened that I will never get thru this! V x
I understand exactly how you
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Wow. I am so sorry for you.
Thinking of you
I am so sorry for your pain.
Qing...
Thanks for your kindness! I
Quing Yuan
Thank u heddweller for wat u
Qing Yuan
Heddweller, u r a kind deep
I am really sorry you feel
I am reaching out to you as
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You are so valuable and are
Peace. J