pebblez' story
pebblez' story
First off I want to let go but I'm still "In Love". Im 26, a first time mom ( baby is now 2 months -- when i left the first time he was only a week old.) and this is my 2nd time "leaving" my narcissist father of my child. I did NC for 2 weeks but then I answered. He said he wanted to leave the door open for us to be friends & communicate & if we are ment to be we will be. How can u be my friend now & u werent willing to do so when we lived together 4 the sake of my son?
Is this just so I dont put him on child support? Im torn in two and I KNOW he's still dealing with other women ( have access to his voicemail)-- but like I said Im still in love. What do i do? I know I should let go but I wanted my son to live with both parents so i put up with all the crap verbal & sometimes physical. Yet I still want him to love me-- he proposed to me twice & still nothing.
What does he want? Is he stringing me along? What do I do? This hurts so much.
welcome pebblez
Pebblez....I'm sure Barbara
Pebblez
no you're right. I dont
"dose shoving and twisting
P.S. My ExN has spent
sanctuary-- I feel the same
Barbara is right. Get a
pebblez
pebblez, all of this is