Admission
Admission
Hi everyone,
I am hating admitting this, but it's a stumbling block in my recovery and I'd like to know if anyone else understands.
From 'The Betrayal Bond', which I've not read yet:
"When you find yourself missing a relationship, even to the point of nostalgia and longing, that was so awful it almost destroyed you."
I loathe and detest this man, to the point of wishing him great harm. I wanted to die and I'm still very sick - so why is it that every morning when I wake up and remember him, I want him so much, physically, that I almost vomit. A panic state comes over me and I want to sit and hum and rock like a lunatic. It's sexual, I know it. And I hate it. It's shameful how much the physical need is still there. It's as if he created an addiction in me.
Ditto for me. I'm trying
Echo
Amanda1221 Where did u hear
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nolongercontrolled
Echo
Amanda, thanks for your support
Bond
book
I know really
Oh my...Echo...
get out... now
Echo
You are so kind
i know
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nolongercontrolled
Thanks Grossot
Soul Slayer
Creepy
Creepy
Exactly