Overwhelming Godawful Pain

I am still overwhelmed with horrible pain at times. I sob uncontrollably. I gave that man my very best. My love, my heart, my money, my time, my concern, and my body. I never held back. I shared my deepest, most personal fantasies and desires. It took a level of trust for me to do this. A level of trust I have never given any other man in my life....only him. We talked about how amazing our love and our lovemaking was. It was amazing.....every single time.

But another came along, and he didn't hesitate for a second. Not a second. And there was another woman in the picture for the first year, and he lied about her.

What do you DO when you give YOUR VERY BEST to someone and it isn't good enough, even though they said it was everything. THAT REJECTION....THAT SENSE OF FAILURE...HOW DOES ANYONE EVER, EVER RECOVER FROM THAT? EVER IN THEIR LIFETIME?