One year out - cant believe its already been a year !

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#1 Jun 22 - 7AM
Lovely1
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One year out - cant believe its already been a year !

I am finally at the one year out mark! Yay!

How times have changed over the last 12 months. I have moved forward in leaps and bounds. So much happier in life these days and I couldn't ever imagine living the way I did when I was seeing him. No anxiety, no stress = happy times.

Does he cross my mind ? Yes. Have I accepted his narcness ? Definitely. Would I ever consider going back ? Hell no.

It's about me now ( in a non-narc way lol). I need to learn to trust again and hope that anyone i may have romantic interests in are genuine. This is my toughest hurdle and I am quite cynical of people so time will tell.

To all the new ppl, you will spin for a while, you will want revenge, you will seek to stalk him online and the OW, you may even want him back BUT it will gradually pass. The addiction wanes over time. Would I love revenge and karma to get him? I would love that . Is it beneficial for me in moving forward? Not really.

The road to recovery is tough but so worthwhile. Keep strong and lets keep moving forward ( not looking back ). :-)

Xx lovely1

Jun 22 - 4PM
thebigpayback
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I am totally feeling this

Jun 22 - 3PM
Juliette
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Love this, lovely . . .

Jun 22 - 9AM
WhiteSwan44
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Lovely

Jun 22 - 9AM
WhiteSwan44
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Lovely

Jun 22 - 9AM
fallingfoward
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Go Girl!!!!

Jun 22 - 8AM
Janie53
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Lovely1

Jun 22 - 7AM
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lovely