obsessing (still) after three years. missing the pretend guy
obsessing (still) after three years. missing the pretend guy
i admit to following my es's doings on facebook and on another site he belongs to. it tells me all kinds of not helpful things like what he is doing and when his girlfriend is in town. then my ptsd kicks in and i am looking everywhere for their cars, worried i'll fun in to them, wanting to and yet not. wonde3ring if he is abusing her in the same ways. i know he is with her but still on dating site as he was with me. when i met him i knew he was a dork and socially incompetenet but i thought, this one is mine. i'll keep him no matter what (after 10 years single). i only understood what had happened in our relationship as time went on after i broke up with him to save myself. is that how ptsd works?
my obsession has gotten worse since quitting smoking one month ago...........
dont look for what he does
smarternow
PTSD
obsessional thoughts
not permanent?
smarternow
ouch
no warm hug huh, ?
cynthia
Same thing
letters? NC!
smarternow