No contact is sooo true!!!
No contact is sooo true!!!
Last Thursday I saw my exN at the ball field, and I hand delivered pictures to him for his son's memory book of our last trip. He thanked me, but acted like I never existed in his life. I was ok when I saw him and that night, but by the weekend i broke down and cried. I am still struggling! Having contact with them is a powerful thing. Now my head is reeling and spinning again!!
Also......It has been really hard for me to understand how they don't love us and never did. I often wondered why he was married for 11 years and his wife finally divorced him. She will talk to him till this day!!! They were swingers so I'm sure he was getting all his needs met that way!!!
He often wanted to see men have sex with me! He would tell me to go out and find someone and have sex with them and then tell him about it. Crazy!!! Of course I did not do that. I am starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together.
I hope he gets what he deserves! I hope this new girl throws him to the curb just like he did to me. I was there for him for some pretty rough times in his life. Now I see that it doesn't matter! I was just a toy to him!!
Thanks for listening. I'm still going through a rough time, but with everyone's support I will get through it. Thanks for everything!!!
It is difficult to believe
Goldie, thanks for the reply.
Goldie and Alicat
No one drives another to hit them
alicat
Thank you Used for the words