Hello Beautiful Ladies!
I think it's time for me to start No Contact again. I've been busy trying to bust his butt with a lawyer and have gotten NO REACTION and NO MONEY. I'm going to forget it. I haven't been able to sleep or have any sort of piece of mind. The amount of time I've spent on seeking justice and over-thinking/over-analyzing this man could have been spent learning Spanish or learning how to drive a manual. Two of the many goals I want to accomplish before I die. Anyway, I'm giving myself the weekend to de-clutter. Come Monday March 1st, I plan to make every effort to keep myself away from thoughts of him and catch myself and veer away when I do. I've enlisted a close friend to keep tabs on me as well. I want to be held accountable. That is the only way this is going to work. I don't want him to have any type of satisfaction that he is still on my mind. I don't have anything to prove to a man like that. My life was wonderful before he came into it and I want it to be wonderful again after he left. Who cares about his girlfriend and his freaking disorder. That's not my freaking problem. I did my part in warning her. I did my part in trying to get my money. That's it. No more. I'm done. It's time for some serious recovery. F*** you bitch! LOL sorry I vent with profanities. Love you all and I hope the path to recovery is smooth and restorative of your souls. I will be writing here to track my progress and I don't want to ever have any contact, direct or indirect, with this crazy mofo ever again as far as I can control it.