A new day a new life a new me

Hello all. It's been a while..I have been working hard on my life. Two years NC now. Oh boy..the amount of times I almost caved. But I didn't. I stood my ground. And the combination of support and ass kicking I got from Goldie Hunter Spinning to name a few, has not been forgotten. Thank you.
Life is good.
I look back now, and see so clearly what was in front of my eyes all along..but of course, I refused to believe it. I did not want to believe it. - An fb post, for example..on which I commented, as did OW. He replied " kisses from " on her comment. " Warm regards " on mine. wtf. He told me that they were just friends..when I confronted him on it, and, that I was being " rude "
" I " was being rude ?
Arrogant bastard.
Intuition told me and I told it to shut the f up.
Intuition was right. He married her.
He used me abused me and then accused me. Bloody hell.
Oh I know. I allowed it.
In the name of love.
Or what I thought, was love. Maybe it was.
I truly did love that illusion.
He wasn't the only one to wear the mask..
eventually, I had one also.
And for the first time in my life, I did not even like myself.
Begging pleading grovelling apologising reacting aggressively becoming a needy clingy insecure mess.
Two years NC.
I set my unicorn free.
He showed me who he was. But most importantly, he showed me who I am.