Need support (kick in the head) b/f making a big mistake
Need support (kick in the head) b/f making a big mistake
Help! I am so close to texting/calling him but am following my own advice and posting here instead.
I've been 220 days NC and he is wearing me down with his hoovering (emails, texts, vm). I accept blame for his increased hoovering lately as I did something which let him know I loved him (stupid, stupid, stupid). And then a week ago I started checking his social media sites (BIG MISTAKE) there were quite a few posts about me ("good" stuff) and it felt so good (gave me that "hit" that I haven't felt in so long). Why is it so easy to believe all crap they spew.
I have been so good at staying in the moment, enjoying my family (husband included) and appreciating all I have. I KNOW reaching out to him would be a big mistake and only cause me a major setback. Nothing will change and it'll be the same old word salad, blame and projection.
So please, please, please - say whatever you need to to get me to stop this train of thought.
Nan
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