Need some strength right now...

First, the dream. Then, the emails. Strange how this all unfolds... Do you have any updates for us? And, for the record, I also do not think these emails warrant a response. It makes her "kinda" sad. Boo fucking Hoo. She has made you excruciatingly sad. Nothing good can come from responding. Nothing. You know this. We all support you 100% in whatever you decide. Btw, officially started NC today. Thanks again for your kind words. FFI

I really REALLY want to call her the 'a' word, KG! :D

One last thing, KG. She has a husband. She is still interested in cheating on him. Clearly. I mean..it's possible, she could be sniffing you out to see if you'd be with her again. This is not a good person. You learned the err of your ways. She has not. You are a good soul. She is not. NOT ONE GOOD THING WILL COME FROM REPLYING TO HER. NOT ONE. Either: a) she's sucking you back in to D&D again (to make herself feel good) sick I know b) she's sucking you back in to start up with you again, which I know you don't want So. Delete. Cry. And block her. I sound like a narc nazi :P

She is a crazy F&$n Bitch! WTF? Do you see what they do? Like a lion on the hunt! Lurking waiting for the unsuspecting, then they go in for the kill! Grrrrrrr!!! I know it's hard but you're lack of response will be more of a statement! Think about it, I got into pissing match with this woman a while ago over somthing stupid! Back and Forth BS an argument not worth my breath! It ended when I said "you know what? Shut up" How can one fight back to silence? FUCK Her, look at the pain this woman is causing! Be strong, Idealk

{{{KG}}} She is hoovering. Her chicken soup bs email didn't work. She's digging out of her bag of tricks...hmmm...ah ha! I'll tell her I miss her. That'll get her. (not saying she doesn't, she may) But, she misses what you supply to her.

So don't bite! http://canada.aol.com/help_files/canada_help9/Frequently_asked_Questions/How_do_I_stop_unwanted_email.htm

Hang in there, doll. I don't know how to fix the AOL blocking problem, but I will tell you this. If you can find it in yourself to muster the willpower not to respond, no matter what, then I think you will be a lot better off. I know this is your intention, believe me, but temptations are everywhere right now, especially since you are in the same town. I worked for the same company as my ex N and it was HELL! But somehow I managed NC. I think you can do it. So in the meantime while you are getting answers on how to block her (you may want to email AOL tech support about that if nobody here can help you)just know that you ultimately have the power to maintain NC. You go KG!!!!

SOUNDS MORE LIKE AN AFTER THOUGHT, LIKE OOPS I FORGOT TO SAY I MISSED HER.YUK