need some advice i just cant break up with him
need some advice i just cant break up with him
I'm so stuck. I read. I understand. I have good days. I feel stronger but I'm not. I just can't end it and he won't ! Or at least not for more than a day now. I see less of him. I've distanced myself physically and emotionally but I can't break away. I think about it everyday. Too much hurt. I can't go on but I'm terrified of the end. Its been such a rollercoaster. I'm trying to get my life back but I feel lost and I live in constant anxiety.I just don't know how to end this before I allow he to create anymore chaos in my life. I just can't function with or without him. He's dumped me so many times or given me cause to dump him and I've actually felt a sense of relief from these feelings but I've got this block and I'm terrified of the pain of being without him. I'm terrified of what he will do and how long it will go on for I just seem to be going backwards. I don't trust him. But I still doubt myself. I still keep doubting what's happened and I still have that tiny bit of hope of a future with him. For all the madness and drama he's been there for me in so many ways but my gut just doesn't feel right. I can't even put it into words. Having such a bad few days after such a good few days. If I never had to see him again I'd be ok. Its that niggling thought of him being with. Someone else and it all being good. God this is so hard. Any advice anyone ?
dys-function
i chose indenial
i chose indenial
Hunter, is right
What an aweful state to be
indenial, you don't have to break up
I felt exactly the same at
Journey on...
For me it took my friends,
Friends and professors here
INDENIAL
i am in denial
Indenial
worried about him being with someone else
Chill a litle. Take some days
indenial
doubt
Indenial
Get out now
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