NC 1.5 and then fell for the okey doke - is this really like a drug
NC 1.5 and then fell for the okey doke - is this really like a drug
i can't believe i've been NC for so long over a year...i let him back in after a dirn email and him returning my gifts he bought me approx cost $600 - what he owes me $40,000...
so on New Year's eve he calls me - Hey Gs what r u doing (Gs, is the nick name he gave me cuz he only wanted me to wear G-strings nothing more --- yuck)...he said, what r u doing today, i said uh uh going out (new good and well i would be home sobbing)- he said, well i would like to come over to see you today "if thats okay" my dumb @@@ said "okay" - HE NEVER SHOWED UP...IN FACT I HAVENT HEARD FROM HIM SINCE...
I've been clean for 1.5 years...now feeling i am having a relapse after 1 encounter with him...and then he DUMPED ME -- Never showed up....i even said, "dont keep me haning" ug
i am glad it happened. it wont be hard to go NC (at least i hope) for another 5 years this time....
is this the punishment? does he want his gifts back, or does he know i am hurt by is frecking actions...
all i can say - is that i feel like i am in rehab after one contact with him and then answerwing every call...after "i gave him my new phone numbers" after 1.5 years...
HDBM
stay~strong
My Phone is Ringing
hedidntbreakme He wanted to
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
They're crazy
Wow, this is scary. I am at
narcissizednomore
Oh wow do I know about this.
SOI
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I am marveling over what he
perv n G's .....lmao