Narcs friends hate me
Narcs friends hate me
I have been backsliding, checking the N's facebook page and feeling jealous that his life continues as if nothing had happened.
One of his long time friends had been most helpful in the aftermath, being really supportive of me when my mental state disintegrated after the One Mediocre Shag with N.
But I cut him off as I was wanting to get away from the N and his entire entourage. I also was noticing that his friend was backing away from me, not responding to messages, etc. I did the whole "nice knowing you" thing, a bit snarky, but I was really hurt.
A couple of months have passed, I've added back the N's friend's sister (she was ok), but when I friend requested the N's friend, he ignored me entirely.
I have been crying really hard, as it is hitting home that that entire chapter of my life is over, and I am hated not just by the Narc but by his friend as well.
I suppose I always hoped for some reconcilation of sorts, being cordial with N's friend and frostily superior to the N, getting back at him by being attractive and perfectly desirable but unattainable. Now, either I will see neither of them again, or if I do, they will probably be reminded of my hysterical insane outbursts via FB messages, and my stint in mental hospital. I can never be redeemed in their eyes again - I am just a crazy screw up, and inferior.
It is triggering all my bad feelings about my essential inferiority to others, my mental instability, intensity, social weirdness and isolation yet again. Not sure how to cope. at all.
of course they hate`
KOLL
Time for new
I agree with this,
My advice is to deactive your
.
You might not like what I'm
'tis done
Great!
I'm so excited for you!!
The key phase here is "his friends."
goldie
koll, i'm pretty sure you
koll
USED EXCELLENT RESPONSE
GOLDIE
Its horrible