Going on vacation tomorrow. Just found out that CharlieSheenWinning's best friend is where I'm going to right now. This is the man who told me all about CharlieSheenWinning's new girlfriend and their fantastic sex life in an effort to hurt me. He was acting as proxy because I'd broken things off, and I guess he wanted to rub in my face that CSW had moved on quickly and completely.
And where Narc Proxy Best Friend goes, CharlieSheenWinning goes. And CSW will most likely be there with the girlfriend, who is now his wife -- he married her 3 weeks after they got together.
Since I broke things off it's been a crazy ride of cd, ptsd, and eventually, healing. This board and all of you have helped tremendously. I stopped posting over the past couple of weeks because I was moving on and feeling great.
BUT it's a small place that I'm going to -- literally an island. Worse than this tiny town for running into people you don't want to see. I'll be with a group of people -- but none of them know about my relationship with CSW. We do the same things every year, so CSW will know where to find me.
Wish me luck -- I'm going to NEED it!