Must figure something out. Tired of his nasty moods
Must figure something out. Tired of his nasty moods
Today he called me his "pet" in an unflattering way. He has this nickname for me I hate when he says it. I have told him this so he does it 24/7 to the point some times he just keeps repeating it and I have to close my ears.
He is mean for no reason. Lately he has gone onto one of his darker modes ( had a mood swing ) and isn't saying that head space.
So now my anxiety is raising and I have major anxiety I can't ignore. I don't know what happened that his mood all of a sudden change towards me. It came out of nowhere. What do I do ( am crying ). I don't know how to deal with him with this.
I can't even have a regular conversation with him without him attacking me my thoughts ideas views. It could even be something that has made me happy and I just want to share it.
He will go into attack mode and demolish my reason feelings - just be dismissive and have a nasty additude.
What did I do ..? To deserve this bs.. I mean I just woke up and he is my partner so I want to communicate with him in loving normal way BUT NO. NOT going to happen
He tried to make me feel bad about my other things.
He has never worked a day in his life. LITERALLY! He is 20 years older than me and has been a trust fund kid his whole life and is now living off of his Parents hard earned money and stocks.
I know more about stocks than him. He just pays people to do everything.
He has never had it hard his whole life and doesn't realize what its like to want or have need. He was also only child.
After his parents passed away the home stocks bond ect all went to him.
I come from a ruff background. I have worked before but usually under table waittres jobs. Jobs like that can't be used on resume but it still counts as experience but its hard to communicative that on a job interview. No proof no refs ect
But I got along before we meant and I have had to struggle to sat alive eat cloth myself my whole life. I was in some of the slummiest group homes in Los Angeles Area ( NOPE am currently not in LA I wish I was ).
So I know what its like to go without ect
He mocks me. He is ungrateful for the easy life he has had.
TO end on good note I got in contact with sum 1 an old friend from California. I am trying to figure out if I can make it back out there. Am hoping I have the money if I end up having a safe place to go out there.. We will see
Rosey Rose, reading your post
EXACTLY you understand
RoseyRose
RoseyRose