Moving on, the saddest part of NPD, your thoughts?

hi All, Being an old timer on this board, joined way back in July 2009, in the throngs of my misery, I look back now, havnig moved on with a deep sadness more than anything else. Basically because I thought the other day of the exnarc never knowing, and never will, what a relationship we COULD of had, we had a terrific sex life for the entire 15 years, shared so many common interests together,share same lifestyle, wanted to move away to another state and retire together, but he will never know.unlike other phyiscal diseases which we can treat, there is NO cure for personality disorders, so we must move on and say good bye to the dream. I still have a big void and it has not been filled up but just maybe one day it will be. hang in there everyone, we will all recover.....