Some posts on here tonight got me thinking. If your ex N finds THE MOST stunning woman you have ever seen and you are ready to kill yourself, hear this: I have seen it happen since I spent my whole life with only N's, and I have personally witnessed that beauty failing short of giving the N SOME kind of supply, and that includes her confronting his behavior or not putting up with him. When this beauty who threatens you does this to the N, he will treat her as if her face and body are commonplace as anyone's. The minute they are challenged, unmasked, argued with, or left, beauty is no longer appealing to them and will only be of use to them if it can enhance their OWN appearance to the outside world, i.e., "if I am with a beautiful woman I must be very beautiful and special and the world will see this and give me praise". So when you get down in the dumps and think he is giving that woman something he didn't give you because you "didn't match up" or you weren't thin or beautiful enough, THINK AGAIN. I have been there and I'm telling you I have seen it over and over again. Blessings and love.