Medical intervention - times has come.

I'm in the dark, tangled, lonely depths of NC. I still can't sleep a full night and when I wake up the reason(s) why I'm sad hit my like a swift punch in the gut. I get out of bed, shower and do my makeup everyday, whether I am going to work or not but functioning
normally feels impossibly. I have never been the type to medicate myself in order to relieve emotional pain but this current situation is like nothing I have ever dealt with. Can any of you recommend the anti anxiety or anti depression drug that worked best for you? Obviously I will discuss with my Primary Care provider and do my own research on side effects/addiction potentials etc. Just wondering what any of you have been prescribed to lessen the raw feelings of hurt, I have been trying hard on my own but the pain won't go away. I need help.