May I have some support, please?
May I have some support, please?
So I've been NC for 48 days and have been dealing with it fairly well - meaning - I haven't reached out to him & have not posted any "secret/code" tweets (on Twitter) that would have special meaning to him as we have both done in the past. However, in the next several days will be the "anniversary" of the last time we saw each other and the first & last time we were intimate and I find myself emotional and tearful. I am fairly confident that I will not break NC but I could really use some emotional support and encouragement.
I incorporate much of the advice that has been posted about being smart about NC so I have: (1) deactivated my FB account so I will not be tempted to look at his profile photo (we are not friends), (2) I have been social, making plans, going out - trying to keep busy so I don't have too much free time to think about/dwell on him, (3) reading through my journal to remind myself of all the garbage I put up with and focusing on what I had written (to myself) over the course of our relationship, such as "Every action he has made over the last several months, weeks & days is not of a person that loves. It is of someone who is vindictive, mean and hurtful. There is no love in his actions. He has tried every way to hurt me." and of course (4) reading the forum. I gain so much strength and resolve from reading the posts about our similar experiences and I am thankful everyday for finding this forum.
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