love addiction

Hi All,

I thought I was doing well but tonight I am really struggling to contain myself and my emotions. met a guy a few weeks back...very casual. last week i tell one of our mutual friends to give him my number cause I am interested. So he texts. We see one another on Sunday briefly. Then we text all day long from morning to night! We make plans to go out wed night and he follows through! He says he is into me. We continue to txt all day and night and make plans for sat afternoon. friday night I ask him if we are still on for sat and he says he is grumpy from wrk. i say ok, how about tomorrow you in? no response. today, i sent a txt asking if he was okay, and if he was up for getting together. He said he was really busy at wrk because a few people had called out. That was it...nothing else. So i just didn't respond to his text. I was tired of trying to get this guy to respond.

I really revealed to much of myself so fast via txt from sun up to sun down with this guy and now feel like an insane lunatic. Was he waiting for me to respond to his txt? IS he going to txt again. wtf.

tryingtorecover