The jealousy is taking over my life!
The jealousy is taking over my life!
It’s been over two years since we have split up and he has been married for over a year with a baby due next month. He will not look me in the eyes or even speak in my direction. It’s very humiliating and insulting when we have to have a parent/teacher conference with our son. I have spoken with his wife and told her how violent he is and how much he cheats but she tells me, “that was your relationship, not ours.” This is so soul piercing and hurtful especially since he shows no indication of doing the same things to her. They are always traveling with our son which hurts bc I can barely afford my mortgage.
He cheated with over 40 women in our 8 year relationship and I ended up in the hospital three times. I thought their patterns continue, however, this girl has a ton of money so that may be why he is towing the line, I don’t know.
My counselor keeps telling me to stop focusing on them and move on but for some reason I’m stuck and I can’t get out of it. I had a miscarriage right before he left and I’m still grieving about this, especially now that she is due in a few weeks. He keeps throwing it in my face that he is having a new baby and it is killing me. (The new wife sent my son to basketball practice last night in one of HER t'shirts. I could have spit nails about that.)
Is anyone else in this situation? How are you coping and not letting the jealously take over?
Oh my, oh my, oh my! Yes,
JordansMom, here for you
Those are really good
Oh, I forgot to say thank
After all the years you gave
Yes Brisies
JordansMom
Oh I know jealousy so well
Jaycee
Jealousy is a close cousin
Hurts so bad
I just wanted to say that
You feed your jealousy
Jordansmom
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jealousy
Helldweller
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