Its day 10 of NC and I still feel like it hour to hour for me
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Sep 6 - 9AM
Its day 10 of NC and I still feel like it hour to hour for me
I had a terrible night last night. For a few days I felt like I was doing much better and then WHAM its like im right back in the dark hole. I even went to my phone last night to text him but I couldnt I started sweating and my hands started shaking. I think becuase I couldnt face the thought of rejection and having to start over at Day 1 all over again. I kept thinking of the grin he would have on his face if I texted. I made it thru but I am having terrible withdrawl symptoms.
Its nights and weekends that are the worst for me.
When does the counting
10 days is still very raw
sick of it
Helldweller - solicited you?
Thanks Helldweller
sick of it
NC is the only way foward ,
Well Ladies day 10 is almost
sick of it
Congrats! One step at a
thanks Gigi
;-)
You'll always be clueless to
sick of it
yes I like clueless. Im
Yay
Be proud! You resisted the
Real proud of you
sick of it
clueless
sick of it
Yes the hardest part is is
Faith
One day at a time
sick of it
Thank you Shearbear
sick of it
Thank You Tica
I am living w him and have NC...
Timmy