Is it okay to feel sorry for the N?

Despite all the shit he did, I feel sorry for him. Is that a weakness on my part just seeing him as a broken soul, the fact that he lacks empathy and can't feel like another human being. I just feel sorry for him. Is that horrible of me? I guess on some part I have forgiven him only because I would have just held on to so much anger and then he would have won in the sense that he could even make me feel that enraged. I simply pity someone that is beyond repair. I find that sad.