This is it! NC starts again, with him and all his friends

Although I haven't heard from the N for over 2 months, I have been sending messages to him (stopped about a month ago), spying on his facebook page, and have been facebook friends with a couple of his friends. Those friends were very supportive of me when it all went pear shaped with the N, they reckoned he was weird and not right for any woman at all. But they have known him for over 25 years, so not about to dismiss him any time soon.

Whenever I thought I was moving on, the mutual friends would create a funny animation or drawing featuring the N, and the N would bask in all the attention. I was too afraid to defriend his mutual friends because they had been kind to me, and they had "liked" my photos and animations.

I've just blocked all of them. Including a friend of mine (F) who befriended that lot, after she fell out in a very nasty way with my best friend. This friend (F), I reckon, is an N as well, so I blocked her too.

Often they were the only people who paid much attention to me on facebook, so it will be frightening to go without their attention and "support", as I am isolated in real life. But it's not as if they have much time for me in person, and they are now tied up with the N.

A new life for me beckons!
Now I need the strength to keep this up.