It Finally happened, YAHOO
It Finally happened, YAHOO
I have been NC for over 2 months, holding strong, and he is totally confused to say the least, you mean Cynthia has really flew the coop? Wow I thought she was crazy about me, damn she was good supply for three years, he has been using lots of excuses just to even talk to me but I just erase and NC NC NC but dont feel bad for my sociopath he is probably insidiously humping some other poor victim as I write, no SHE IS doing all the work while he lays there with his eyes CLOSED. ha ha
But there is more good news, my husband and I are making huge strides, counseling and he is even doing some of the cooking, and house chores. We almost were intimate last night for the first time in lets see .... 9 months but we are talking that slowly. More important I FINALLY broke through that good looking phase I was struggling with. My husband is not the good looking man my psychopath was, hey we all cant be Mr GQ, but I would take my not so good looking husband in a heart beat over the wealthy, good looking, charming piece of shit of a man he was. Fake, phony, fraud, swindler, destroyer of humans, love thief, oh boy dont get me going you know the list.
I feel like I am back to my own world now, hard to put it in words but I feel more content in what I have in my life just in general. The predator that lead me astray and tried to conform me to what he wanted me to be - I fought him and never gave in to his sick agenda. I am happy and content with what I have got in my life and I will never abuse it or take it for granted again. I feel like I was gone for a long long long time and boy does it feel good to be home again.
Cynthia
cynthia
that is great
cynthia
HOW PROFOUND
Congratulations, I am sure
cynthia
Barbara